Hope You Are

I never took your love for granted
but you never told me why we're done
I know you didn't want to hold me back
but I'm still waiting for you here

I never meant to make things awkward
never wanted you to see me sad
but to see you smiling every day
was so much more than I could stand

And I hope that you're happy
and I hope that you are glad
And I hope that you're still smiling
And I hope you're not mad

If I'm not the one to be with you
Then I hope you're with the one who is
but it doesn't mater what I think
I still wish that you were mine

I still see you in all my dreams
I still think about you all the time
I moved so I would stop seeing you
But I see you in every thing

And I hope that you're happy
and I hope that you are glad
And I hope that you're still smiling
And I hope you're not mad

And I hope that you're still smiling
And I hope that you're still smiling
And I hope that you're still smiling
And I hope that you're still smiling

Hey Ma

Oh Mama you know I love you so
But I must be leaving here
To where I do not know
It could be anywhere

I'm sick of all the bullshit
I'm sick of my damn life
You have nothing to do with it
and I'm leaving with my knife

I may head out to the Ozarks
I may head up to the Moon
If I don't hear the angels harks
then Lord I left to soon

Didn't mean to cause you pain now
but nowhere was I home
I knew I had to get out somehow
In the heavens I know roam

At night when you look up to the stars
just know your sons alright
I'm sober cause there are no bars
I've finally seen the light

So I

So I needed a friend
and you were not the one
So I need this to end
so I can move along

And I'm starting to fear
The fact that I'm alone
And no one seems to hear
My love has been unknown

Chorus:
alone when you're here
alone when you're gone
take away my life
if you can find one to take

Sometimes I try

Sometimes I cry

they're still in my head

All the things that you had said

You can forget me too
like everyone I've known
could you live like I do
and learn why I'm alone

I'd love for me to find
the one that makes me whole
I'm losing my damn mind
I no longer feel my soul

repeat chorus

I'd give my life to you
if you would only see
Don't know what else to do
But I can't let you be